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what if you couldn't cry out, or make a sound?
▚▝▗▚▗ ▘▛▟▟▖▞ ▝▞▟▚▜▛ ▖▞▛▜▗▘ they'd never ▜▘▟▞▜▟ ▞▟▞▗▜ ▝▚▗▟▝▟ ▝▝▛▘▟▜ find you ▛▗▘▗▙▜ ▙▛▛▜▜▙ ▞▞▙▟▚▞ ▘▖▖▚▘▗▟▙▛ ▘▟▜▙▟ ▘▜▞▝▚▘ ▖▚ ▞▝▜▝▛▚ ▝▚▜▘▖▘ ▟▖▙▜▝▜ ▝▚▟▞▗▜ ▝▚▗▟▚▙▚▚▘ ▜▙▟▝▛▞ ▚▞▜▚▞▖
▜▘▙▟ ▘▚▟▟▚▙ and you'd be gone ▟▚▙▚▚▘▚▜▗▛▙▚ ▜▙▟▝▛▞ ▚▞▜▚▞▖ ▙▘▗▝▝▗ ▖▝▟▗▚▙ ▞▚▟▜▖▙ ▙▝▟▖▖▛ forever ▜▞▝▚▙▝ ▛▚▛▙▝▞ ▙▗▛▚▗▟▙▛ ▘▟▜▙▟ ▘▜▞▝▚▘ ▖▚ ▞▝
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▘▘▚ ▝▟▘▖▙ ▟▝▛▞Ⴘ ▚▛▘ ▚▘▚▖ ▟▙▝▘ ▜▞▜▘ ▜▚▛▘𐋌 ▙▛▖ ▟▘▖▙ ▟▝▛▞ ▚
Ⴘ a need to stay physically active. a high level of kinetic energy.
𐋌 a compulsion to incite emotional stress. an addiction to the subsequent high.
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falling back into it, whenever you choose
You wonder if they still remember ▙▛▛ ▜▙▖▞▛▜▙ because you remember it like it was yesterday. ▛▛ ▜▙▖ when they were crushing you into the wooden panels; and every moan and every gasp echoing (stifled) in that chamber, door shut tightly, fingernails scratching desperately at plywood. you can remember it, but it's not enough. ▞▙▛ ▙▛▖▚▖▚▖ letting go and jerking you back around, pushing you back to eye level.
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