so like. ive been living in North Mural for a while and its pretty cool right? my family said it was gonna be soooo dangerous and i was gonna get shot in like .3 picoseconds but so far ive been fine!!!! in fact it feels like no one really bothers me at all. everything's falling apart here and everything's such a mess. kind of like me :) and since the places i like to go to don't have people anyway, it's nottt such a problem :) :)

sometimes that part's almost TOO good... going places that the bad strangers keep other people out of... but even they don't really stand a chance when all I need is just one touch...!! and i've already got a really nice collection of them :)

the only DOWNER is i still gotta deal with fucking people, like my landlord who is a huge PRICK!!! just because he caught me smoking a tiiny bit of candyglass on the back porch??? like excuuuuse me for needing a little bit of a pick-me up after working for like a hundred hours at the gas station. and i still needed to check some of the wiring with the vossdrome extraction setups!!!! but i couldn't tell him the last part.

sometimes tho... idk. it almost feels kinda empty tho. cuz i def have plans and all kindsss of shit i wanna do, but it feels like something's missing. and even tho i kinda like being by myself, where no one's around to mess things up... sometimes i also kinda wanna be away from everyone else.. but like. with another person too!!

but then i just take another hit and say fuck it! in the meantime.