you're the closest thing I had... my favorite doll of all. but it's finally your turn... and your number's up!!!!!!!

And it's fucking crazy, right??? I've been doing this so long.... and it's been so fun that I think there's a part of me that doesn't ever want to finish. and I think that maybe that's kind of scary, like... kind of twisted!!

I've been telling myself this whole thing- I'll make my way back to him, right? and of course that's true!!!! why else would i go through all this?? but it's also a real thrill, knowing just what I know I have to do to get us out of here... guess the world will never know how single-minded a mind can really get!