I really am gonna miss this one...though i knew it couldn't last forever. Being a dissembler's real good for a sick guy like me, when with just one touch, I can make them stop. but, I can’t stop them from running out of time.

when i look back though, all i see are the good memories. can you believe how much fun we had? Playing house all this time.

and spending time with my dolls reminds me of how you really loved the nasty kind of things I liked to do, too :) cuz we both kind of got caught up in it, didn't we? when we were together, it was like we couldn't get enough. and now, you're not here, and I still can't get enough.

so.... i might as well get my rocks off when I can :)